Wednesday, April 27, 2005

i learnt 2 lessons today...even if ur gonna mug last minute for a test...dun mug till late ungodly hours past 2 or during the test ur so blur tht u get mixed up....there goes like 7 physics marks...they asked me the commutator nonsense den iwas so blur tht i used right hand instead of left hand rule...its like u noe u must use left hand but u just use a hand n at tht point of time it just didnt occur to u tht u were using the wrong hand...den i use right hand grip rule n i studied it inside out but somehow i mixed myself up to whether the thumb mean north or south...like oms...nic tan....ur such a loser....lol...yep....so today i shall sleep promptly at 2330 latest...

2nd lesson...when u got something tht bugs u...i realise it realli screws ur whole day....it sets ur mood...i tink tht letting go is really a choice....for me...the reason is....how can i let tht person off so easily....or theres always this reason holding us back....so i tink in life...we need to find it....its like a chain...holding us in bondage...preventing us from being n doing wad we realli want....i tink we shud find the keys to this chains....unlock oursleves....n throw the chains in the funace....most important is not to keep looking back....but to look forward....u dun wake up in the morning n do...yesterday sucked....u go...lets make this day the best day so far....den only can we be truly happy n free.....

have u ever read 12th night....i feel like a Viola...the diff is i m not cross dressing n its not so kua zhang....i just hope i end up with the same ending....lol....den again it bothers me....y do we live in this dog eat dog world....where one man winning means another man losing...n i seem to be helping myself lose...but i feel i shud be the righteous loser...maybe i ll touch tht person's heart one day....dun u tink?

|cowpoo| 1:57 PM|

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